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Dear friends,

Over the past year or so, I’ve been fascinated by the differences between introverts and extroverts – the ways in which we see the world, the ways we get our energy.  In some ways, the introvert/extrovert idea is a false binary, and most of us fall somewhere along a continuum.

Introversion/extroversion is not just a personality trait, though – these tendencies are also biologically based, and have to do with how we react to stimuli in our environments, and how sensitive our brains are to sound, color, and movement.

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While I’m friendly and enjoy talking to others, I identify as an introvert.  I am quickly overwhelmed by social situations, and before long, I have to retreat.  I’ll leave the party early, or at least, go off into another room to recharge.  Too much socializing becomes a chore.

I have friends who identify as extroverts who love to be around others.  A solitary evening at home is something to be avoided – they’ll get on the phone and find someone to hang out with, even if it’s just sitting in the same room to watch TV.  They recharge by socializing, whereas I recharge with solitude.

My introvert tendencies can become a struggle around the holidays.  There are so many social events to attend, with work, family, and friends, and I can’t decline them all (many seem “mandatory.”)  This time of year, I make a special effort to be in tune with my own needs, and to meet those needs in ways that won’t hurt anyone.

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For me, this often means deciding in advance how long I will stay at a social event, and planning an “escape route.”  It means making sure my car isn’t blocked in somebody’s driveway.  It sometimes means forcing myself to go to an event when I really don’t want to, but that desire has nothing to do with the host or the other party guests.  It’s not you, really, it’s me.

When I make my farewells, please don’t exclaim over how I’m “leaving so soon?!” or “the party’s just starting!”  I assure you, I did the best I could.  Sometimes showing up is a struggle.  But I do show up, because I care for you, and want to wish you the happiest of holidays.